I cannot care

I'm almost 16 weeks. I don't feel this baby like I felt my others. Or maybe like I remember feeling my others.  I barely feel it at all (and there again I almost typed 'her').  I'd say it's too early but I feel it once in a while so is it? Or maybe I'm just anxious. 

Names. I've been asked if I've thought of any. I can honestly say I've not considered a single one. I don't care what the sex is. I don't care to shop. I don't care to prepare.  Maybe it'll change later. But really, right now, none if it matters except for that I care too much and so I cannot care.

But later may be in the end of May I will.  

I wish I had 5 stockings hung.