but your gone, butterfly

I never thought I’d lose you

Though I never really had you

I miss you

Everyday

I think of you, hurt for you, cry for you

For 8 weeks now

You’ve been gone

And it feels like yesterday

When the angels took you up to heaven

I held you close

And I told you that I love you

Even though you were already gone

I hoped that you would breathe

And I held my breath waiting

For you to come back to me

I had hoped that they were wrong

But your breath and light were gone

So I miss you

And I love you

For now and always

A part of me is missing

And I’m sorry sweet baby if you suffered

I did not know that you needed help

For if I’d known I’d have fought the devil