Today is the start of April. It IS April. April 1st. April. I am sick today, literally with a sinus infection and also to my stomach. Damn you April and the snow you bring. Some days it feels like my butterflies are gone forever just like she is.
I have to plan a birthday party for Gracie. This I love. I love waiting to see her excitement.
I am also planning an angelversary celebration (no, that's a misleading word; there is no celebrating). This I hate. Despise. It's unfair. Others get to watch their babies gummy smiles as they open gifts and eat first cake. I get to try to ignore it. Try to hold it together. Sigh. I'd hate April if it weren't for being glad it brought me some of my loves. Why is it still snowing?
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